the search continues...

been looking through monologues, found one i do like but it's very short. check it out:

"you don't see it. you just don't see it. how can i possibly love you when you don't see it? you don't see anything! you don't see me, you don't see beauty, you don't see grace and goodness and hope.

when the moon shines down on the lake and the ripples in the water are delicately highlighted by the translucent light, and every single color shines in one magnificent streak of greatness, you don't see it.

and when i look at you , and my eyes are filled with so much pain that i can barely keep them open, you don't see it.

you don't see the sun, you don't see the way rain trickles down the glass and makes streaks so that it's almost impossible to distinguish a face on the opposite side.

why can't you see?! I can't love you if you close your eyes to the world- to the birds, the sky and the water- and the people who love you.

LOOK AT ME! WATCH ME! LOOK AT ME STAND HERE! LOOK AT ME WATCH YOU!

Look at me leave."


Thus the search continues. Kendrea is in Oklahoma for the week so I have the room to myself. Adam stayed for a few days. Now it's just me- dancing in my underwear, singing at the top of my lungs and searching for monologues. 

I'm also in a wedding party. Congrats Will & Michelle!