delirious.

uoy ekam em leef ytterp nehw ouy dloh ym dnah dna emityreve er'uoy raen i peels a elttil reisae.

i teb uoy dlouc daer siht rekciuq naht enoyna esle. 

eht thgouht fo uoy selttes ym hcamots. 

isn't that strange? 

you used to make it bubble- but that was only because i wasn't sure what i was holding on to.

i guess i'm still not sure but i'm willing to let go with you. 

because even if you don't catch me- you'd still offer to help me up or clean the dirt off. and when i don't take your offers, you let me stand up by myself (i guess you always know i'm going to do it anyways) 

but im not quite sure you know how nice it is to see your bare hand outstretched towards me- no gloves or rings. 

and if i ever go to spit at it-i want you to know that i will secretly hope i miss.